NEST IN THE STORM

NEST IN THE STORM

Millions of questions arouse in my mind

I couldn't answer....I couldn't find solutions.....

Oh! god! ...what a burning , fuming ...thoughts....

My heart burns,... all my body burns...

Why did you do that? ..how can you do that?

Why did you turn our beautiful calm nest into....

Why did you put our nest into this type of horrible cyclone???

What are my faults? Tell me dear...can I look through your feelings?

What are your troubles? Tell me dear..open your heart.....

I couldn't ….I couldn't open the window of your heart or pry into it...

But ..You know.... I always opened my heart,......all in vein..

You didn't try to look into it.......

Now we are going to consult our problem with an expert

Is it good?.....I don't know...Is it fare?...I don't know...

Once you asked me to do that...dear..

Oh! god! Save me …..save me to stay here in this terrible storm......

What for?...did you quench your thirst?..........

No...No....I shouldn't ask you such a question?

I know ….I know... You are my treasure...My pleasure..

But when I go back to my nest,.... I'am forced to ask,,,,....

I'am thinking to go away........away...... away....

But your love is deep in me dear.....

My heart whispers,...No....No...

I found those eyes filling tears.......

I console myself....I could...I could see your feelings

I hug and kiss you at night with sweet love..

shedding , expressing all feelings....

How can I suffer? Oh! God! …...I console myself...

I'am frightened by the terrible nightmare

I shouted and roared at night...You forced my eyes open..

All are the aftermath of my shivering ,broken heart.....

I can't escape...I can't... I can't escape from the dark invisible rays..

In that nightmare , I could see my all my windows and doors wide open

Wet everywhere........everywhere in my nest....

I could see drops dripping down from the roofs

Leaky...leaky......roofs ..everywhere...helter-skelter our nest

I reprove myself......but you close my lips with your ring finger

I lost the sceptre of my nest......

I intrigue to be prudent, ...but I couldn't,.......

Oh! God! I implore your mercy.....Pardon me......

How can I hallowed my heart? My dear......

As you hamper me from my eternal journey...

Why did you try to extricate me ...leave me....to go...

Can you assess the power of your blow..you decoy me...you debouch me..

I shouted ….. roared...... then you wake up me..

When I opened my eyes, I could see repentance in your eyes

Keep your dreams ...keep your dreams with you..

Hold it very close to your chest ….my dear...

When I saw your changing cloudy face..

Why are you staying away from me?........

Again... again... I ask you.....What are my faults?

I love you deeply ..very deeply... Is it the driving force to do that, dear?

Now I am staying away ...away from him....

Do you know,... how I love him? ..how I miss him...

My heart broken....do you feel it? ...can you.....

I reject everything.....only for you...only for you, dear.....

I miss everything from him......do you value my strong feelings?

How can I suffer?......I felt ,I'm sailing alone

Again ...my dear... I wish for my eternal serene silence

You can't stop me doing that ….my dear...

A GIFT FROM ONE OF MY CHILDREN

Sailing in the roaring sea

WHAT WILL BE THERE AT THE END OF THE DEEPEST SEA

The shallow pool shook me in this vast tsunami

This swallow everything includes me and my heart

When I think in a normal way , I couldn't suffer

I couldn't suffer in this cheating world

Cheating....cheating..... cheating everywhere...

Cheating...I know.. that word is relative to one another

I couldn't suffer everything , even though you scaffold me

I couldn't think.... I couldn't think so much...

Do you see my burning,. fuming hearts and brain???..

All are burning sights ...everywhere....

I'm sailing in a small porous boat in this roaring sea

I couldn't console myself.... and you know ,you've no voice to console me....

What am I thinking now? What am I not thinking now?

What is real friendship? What is true real friendship?

How can I give a realistic definition?

While I 'am in a pathetic, contaminated mood.

No dispute ...no enemies... I know ,I 'am the only enemy to me

I realize the truth.... I'm the only enemy to me....

I could see that clear sky, I could see that bird flying freely

Amid, I could hear that sweet song of you...

I'm watching that bunch of flowers of that mango tree

That sight fill my heart with lots of hope

But soon my mind remembers that betraying flowers in the wind

I spring back to my ambient pathetic mood.

IN BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH

IN BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH

What is life? …...What is death?............

Who knows?... who can say a realistic definition?

I tried to console myself -When dark cloud covers the sun,...

How can we say the death of the sun?.....

No...I'm thinking so... I'm not thinking so...

How can I continue? ...how can I continue? ..my mind cries

what for?.......to be laughed at by others?..or suffer the teasing sight ?..

I can't bear dear... I can't live in this lusty world

Why do you cheat me?... how can you do that?....

I consider you as my valuable treasure, my pleasure...

All that turned into burned dark charcoal

How can I suffer?.....tell me dear?.......

I'am going to enter my eternal silence...

You can't say me not...why ?...you know.....

You are pushing me into the graveyard

What are my faults?... tell me dear....what are my faults?

I love you...I love you.....from the deep bottom of my heart

Why do you close my eyes and lead me into that trouble?

I'am going to freeze myself....or melt into the deepest sea...

Anyway I decided to go for my extream silence....

Freedom???? what is the meaning of it? I hate that word...

Is it synonyms with that dark black hole?

I deserve no freedom...you misuse it , cheat me and pushed me into the hell

Are that my faults?? …...tell me dear....

My heart fumes...burns....it is turning into dark charcoal

You allure me and extract my last drop of blood and leave me as alveate

Why do I amass a lot of expectations from you

Why do I trust... why do I trust your ambient amity......

I'am not going to beshrew you dear.....I love you..I love you..

But I'am going to use my bowieknife to cut my throat....

I'am not going to bicker with you dear....I love you..I love you..

But I'am going to bespeak my destiny..........

A STRANGE BLAST FURNOUS

                           A STRANGE BLAST FURNOUS

When my thoughts catch fire, when thoughts catch woods fire!

When my brain and heart break into pieces

When heart swollen into.........

Oh! what are my faults?

I know.....I know... I have a lot of......

But why did you do that??

To me....to him....to our nests...

Oh! god... give me enough courage to face this world..

What can I say now? Give me my control....

Lightning and thunders are flashing in my brain..

Giving me sleepless nights...

When I saw your babyish face at night

The murmuring of heart became louder and louder

I control myself.....How can I blame you dear?

All are my faults. ….all are my faults...I admits..

How can I allay myself dear?

I know, enough allegory about bard people

Why do you give an apprise of your strong feelings

Did you baffle me using your armada of promises

Why do you amplify my flaming thoughts?

While I 'am braiding my brocade of life

Why do you come to me,  to bewray me like a blore

Why do you bedaub me with strong colours

When I know stories from another hearts

I vanished myself like the flaming candle stick

When I know the deepest part.........................

I wish to disappear from this heartless world

My sweet heart.. my sweet heart.....come back ..come back..

Your love is waiting for to see …..

I know...I am cruel to you dear....

If you join with me , I am afraid , you will also fall into this strange blast furnous

FACE VALUE

FACE VALUE-SHAHNAZ HUSAIN

Shahnaz , all ladies around the world value you

You are creating a variety and beautiful things for us

We praise you,  we adorn you

We are using Shahnaz facial for our special occasions

Shahnaz , You are a model of all creative ladies

You learn yourself with your own earnings

 We remember those days , you are in 'Iran Tribune'

You presented yourself as writer on beauty concepts

Shahnaz , you are the most creative woman

Minting money from your own creative thinking

You highlight the power of our Ayurveda

And take our traditional Ayurveda to the world

I know, you are not presenting yourself as a beautician

You are doing treatments and cures with plants,flowers and herbs

You started the  the first natural , organic treatment centre in Ayurveda

You replaces all the chemicals for beauty therapy

We are thankful to you, for giving us those products

We know, Nargis ,Nutan , Thanuja ,....are your customers

We know, our former Prime Minister Indira Gandhi often visited you

We know ,Elizabeth Taylor, Michael Jackson ,...came to you

Shahnaz , You are the most talented woman

We know once you were invited by Pierre Cardin

I fall in love with your divergent thinking and creativity

Your book titled " ONE LIFE IS NOT ENOUGH " is true.

 

BLACK HOLE

BLACK HOLE

What is a black hole? All scientists are searching for..

But I found the black hole

Which captures everything even the light rays

I' am in my black hole.

Nothing could escape from this black hole

I fell into my black hole in my life

My sweet heart lead me into it

My valuable treasure ,my loving heart push me into it

I couldn't escape from the black rays

It's so powerful........to catch everything..

When I saw those faces with sorrow

I know.....they are.......with me in this black hole..

Love! What is the real meaning of love?

Is it synonyms with black hole??

It's a dagger to pierce into hearts and brains.

Why do you love me??? To push me into the blackhole ?

What are my faults? .. Tell me dear....

Why are you drag me into this type of black hole?

Now I realise the real meaning of love

It's a farce...it's a fash....I throw it into the black hole..

Oh! why am I interpreting love in this way?

It's my fault.....it's my own faults.....

I failed to circumspect things around me

I' am flowing …..I' am flowing towards the black hole

I push my lost dreams into the black hole

But I wish to pop them out..........

How can I ? How can I? My thoughts catch fire

I wish .. I wish to pull my lost dreams from the black hole.

The black hole! So powerful ..I know..I realise...

It doesn't release anything...I pray to god...

Oh! God..release my dreams!..May kind enough to return it back...

I know ..What is real? I lost everything ...my dreams...even my life..

Black rays cling into my heart deeply

But I'am clenching my life tightly

Oh! God..please shower clemency upon me

Hold me strongly to live in this clumsy world

I tried to dawdle my thoughts here and there

But soon come to me again and daunt me

Deadly black rays whisper to go for my eternal serene silence

But I deem to dap my damping thoughts

Why am I presenting myself as crier?

I cover my face with a smiling mask

I' am learning to cuddle my sorrows

I' am not going to cumber anyone

Why am I blaming the flaming frantic love?

Here are some looby loony having lofty love

Living lonely in this lovely , lucent, lusty world

I crumble my heart and brain ,threw it into the black hole...

sivarathri

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