NEST IN THE STORM

NEST IN THE STORM

Millions of questions arouse in my mind

I couldn't answer....I couldn't find solutions.....

Oh! god! ...what a burning , fuming ...thoughts....

My heart burns,... all my body burns...

Why did you do that? ..how can you do that?

Why did you turn our beautiful calm nest into....

Why did you put our nest into this type of horrible cyclone???

What are my faults? Tell me dear...can I look through your feelings?

What are your troubles? Tell me dear..open your heart.....

I couldn't ….I couldn't open the window of your heart or pry into it...

But ..You know.... I always opened my heart,......all in vein..

You didn't try to look into it.......

Now we are going to consult our problem with an expert

Is it good?.....I don't know...Is it fare?...I don't know...

Once you asked me to do that...dear..

Oh! god! Save me …..save me to stay here in this terrible storm......

What for?...did you quench your thirst?..........

No...No....I shouldn't ask you such a question?

I know ….I know... You are my treasure...My pleasure..

But when I go back to my nest,.... I'am forced to ask,,,,....

I'am thinking to go away........away...... away....

But your love is deep in me dear.....

My heart whispers,...No....No...

I found those eyes filling tears.......

I console myself....I could...I could see your feelings

I hug and kiss you at night with sweet love..

shedding , expressing all feelings....

How can I suffer? Oh! God! …...I console myself...

I'am frightened by the terrible nightmare

I shouted and roared at night...You forced my eyes open..

All are the aftermath of my shivering ,broken heart.....

I can't escape...I can't... I can't escape from the dark invisible rays..

In that nightmare , I could see my all my windows and doors wide open

Wet everywhere........everywhere in my nest....

I could see drops dripping down from the roofs

Leaky...leaky......roofs ..everywhere...helter-skelter our nest

I reprove myself......but you close my lips with your ring finger

I lost the sceptre of my nest......

I intrigue to be prudent, ...but I couldn't,.......

Oh! God! I implore your mercy.....Pardon me......

How can I hallowed my heart? My dear......

As you hamper me from my eternal journey...

Why did you try to extricate me ...leave me....to go...

Can you assess the power of your blow..you decoy me...you debouch me..

I shouted ….. roared...... then you wake up me..

When I opened my eyes, I could see repentance in your eyes

Keep your dreams ...keep your dreams with you..

Hold it very close to your chest ….my dear...

When I saw your changing cloudy face..

Why are you staying away from me?........

Again... again... I ask you.....What are my faults?

I love you deeply ..very deeply... Is it the driving force to do that, dear?

Now I am staying away ...away from him....

Do you know,... how I love him? ..how I miss him...

My heart broken....do you feel it? ...can you.....

I reject everything.....only for you...only for you, dear.....

I miss everything from him......do you value my strong feelings?

How can I suffer?......I felt ,I'm sailing alone

Again ...my dear... I wish for my eternal serene silence

You can't stop me doing that ….my dear...