When tears melts and merge......with blood....

When I saw the... tears .......I melts...merge ...
I know it adversely affect the whole system......
But I wish ...................I had no choice........
 Oh God! give me... some space... to live.....

What's she thinking about me? Does she believe in the wrong way
I'm alone ...and worried ....in this wicked world...
All are saying...it is my faults....Why am I?
Oh God! What are my faults? tell me ....I   bow you ...

It comes abruptly towards me , the words she said
Still it is haunting me ..like wild tigers ...and chip  me...
What will she say to others or write to the world...
Why am I supporting a lot for these...........

Why am I here to give sorrow to all.....
What are my faults?  ....I don’t know......
Oh God! let me know.....let me lead....I appeal...
I wish to hail the snow of that dark world...

I can't hear you anything....let me hear....
your voice....the voice of love...Oh God!
Do I deserve it? ....I don't know.....
I heed your voice.....and I'm always indissoluble with you..

I'm merely shattered and blown into tiny pieces..
Why all are behaving....distorting things to me....
I can't face the troubles .....any troubles arise from...
I can't bear the hot rays of anger.....

Help me...help me....I'm drowning....
I don't know how to dive....or breathe in this dirty words...
I don’t know to be hypocritical and pretend to be a friend...
I don't know how to face these troubles ..Oh God ! give me that courage..

How can I get rid of this? ...purely ,powerfully false conclusion...
Oh God! How can I come out from here.....
Help me ...help me...I'm totally exquisite..
They think .....I'm.......How can I suffer? How can I exhaust?....

How can I... in tune.. with... a smiling face?.....
I'm going to fast...and torture my mind and body...
Can I rigging something ...from ...someone....
I need not hailing for the snow and I'm potentially able...I know...

I know the god himself bestowed upon me...
I wish to be bold.. holding my values diligently..
But always eerie.. inspite of ...this glinting of god..
Why do I fear this type of grotesque people?

I wish to hasten ..everything..and need the lure of god..
Be merry...do not feel outwit....and preen your mind with god's love..
Scamper to your  duty...and saunter your thought with love..
And you can lure...you can lure... and feel the aroma of love.....