AT THE END OF THE SEA...

What would be at the end of this sea??? I don't know dear......
Who knows?  I'm such mad to say....nothing ...nothing ...
Oh! God ...Give   a look to my angry bird....a caring  look..
I think you know my heart...as clear as clean water....

I  beg you as if a... beggar crying... for food..
A beggar... and loser...I know...I know....
Take care...take care....Oh! god help me to unscrew....
I can't help crying ....I learn to cry in my heart...so much 

My heart whispers ...I can hear the whisperings from my heart and brain
Dear I'm here ... I'm here....open your heart.....open to me...
But my heart.. as.. heavy as.. a huge stone...tell me how to forgive..
how to forgive... be kind to all...be kind to all....till my death....death..

How .to cry in my heart without shedding a single drop...the magic of life...
Only those experienced... can ...express...and enjoy....
All that drops were pooling in the whole blood ...every drop of....
I'm going to dry it out to make solid heavy stone....and going to keep in my heart...